I don't think it's him. I think it's the being alone
I mean I know I love him but his mood swings kill me. He just walks out like it's nothing. And accuses me of cheating, lying- everything because he does it. He bad mouths me and lies to his mom about me. His mom is just as bat shit crazy as he is.
Watching Bates motel again today reminded me of Joe n his mom so so much..-- sorry again my thoughts are all over the place and I think I'm going to post a lot more on here.. Feels safe